Ew, sorry for being such a downer last week. I actually was over it moments after I published that post. Those crazy feelings appear more often than I would like to admit and most of the time I am able to simply brush them off or suppress with distraction. Less often they reach my lips and lesser still my fingertips. Oh well, I am surely not made of stone and probably much thinner skinned than I think I am.
It was nothing. And it was everything. More than just one instance, it was a rush of many things and disappointments at once that made me feel blue. Not even important really. It did get me a phone call from my mother who's words were "is it me?" I reassured her that it was certainly not her. It was me. Disappointed and insecure and feeling needy I guess.
The winds of change are blowing. In this funny place between winter and spring things are coming together in new ways, not so much for me but for people I love. There I go being cryptic again. Stay tuned, more rain is on the way, but I can see the spring from here, and I think it just might be sweet.
Good morning my sweet daughter, love and miss you,kiss to my grandkids and SNAP OUT OF IT LIFE IS GOOD
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i know life is good! and I know God is good. and I further know that i am blessed beyond all that is conceivable in this world. don't worry about me.
ReplyDeleteI was having the SAME thing going on, I suspect anyway, just a couple of days ago. Tears, insecurity, and just generally feeling life the whole world was letting me down. And then reality thonked me in the head and said: "Your life is great, stupid. Get over it before something really bad happens to teach you a lesson." But I did read or hear somewhere that those types of feelings are pretty typical in January, for some reason. Soooo ... January is OVER. Woot! Thinking of you guys and wishing we could see each other. Wanna meet us in Colorado in June???
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